"Without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing." Brad Pitt - Fight Club
DB strict press 60lb x 5 x 3, 10 x 2
Very strong today.
GZ's comment yesterday is right on point regarding my lack of a plan.
I get a lot out of writing this blog, and from what people tell me, they enjoy it a bit too. But I think one of the downsides of the blog is it makes me feel like I need to sound fairly coherent when it comes to training so I don't come across looking like an idiot. As a result, I feel this need to have a logic approach to goals, training, etc. That can be a good or a bad thing, depending on how you look at it.
My general thought during the marathon yesterday was that I wondered what the hell I was doing out there. So I proved I can show up any day and run a sub 4 hour marathon. So what? Am I impressing anybody with that? Why should anyone care? My original intent was to get a training run in before the Silver State 50k in two weeks. I accomplished that, but I'm not sure it mattered too much one way or the other.
Lately I seem to feel like running ultras and marathons somehow justifies my worth as a runner. I enjoy trail and mountain running very much, but do I need to run 31 miles to do it? Sometimes I want to run 31 miles because that gets me to my destination (like my Rim Trail run last year), but I shouldn't be running 31 miles just so I get to label myself an "ultrarunner".
My main conclusion yesterday was that I need to stop trying to justify what I'm doing all the time. I need to just do whatever I want and not worry about what other people think about it (sort of conflicts with the concept of keeping a public training blog, but oh well)
Here are some more random thoughts from yesterday:
1. I'm really enjoying the 3 day per week weight work and am very focused on sticking with my goal of a bodyweight shoulder press.
2. At this point in my life I am uninterested in putting in the weekly running mileage necessary to improve at the marathon and beyond distance.
3. I feel a desire to focus more on shorter, more intense running and let the longer distance running just fall out from that. This approach fits much better in my schedule right now.
4. In general, I "feel" in better shape when I run short distance stuff (i.e. 5k) than when I run longer distance (i.e. marathon).
5. I'm 50/50 on even running the Silver State 50k in two weeks. I am giving up a ton of family stuff that day if I run it, and at this point I feel like the life balance equation is off if I run that race.
I always love this guy's photos.
My Dad sent me this picture. It's spring in the wine country.